i'm not very happy now, without any reasons
maybe yes
1st: i'm not sure that should i just quit chinese orchestra or make it as 2nd cca
2nd: i'm uncomfortable to compare with others, but i can't stop myself from comparing
3rd: i'm afraid that i cannot manage to get good results
4th: i'm so freaking undecisive that i kept influenced by others so easily
now i'm still stuck in this labyrinth or dungeon and can't get out of it now
DAMN!
well, should make up my mind very soon
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